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I'm so very sorry 😢 As I told my sister last night, we don't deserve dogs or Joe Biden.

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I've shared this Elizabeth Marshall article about Grieving Our Dogs--it has resonated with me and with others. When my beloved dog died suddenly, the cruelty officer at my SPCA said to me "terrible for you, but her suffering was short" My deep condolences

https://www.bostonglobe.com/lifestyle/2015/05/17/mourning-dog-can-lonely-endeavor/EoA4vLDrTRXxtYAuznS0IJ/story.html

We mourn our dogs alone

By Elizabeth Marshall Thomas

One of the most devastating experiences we can have is the death of a beloved dog, whose loyalty we never questioned, who loved us all her life, protecting us, helping us, as close to us as any family member, sometimes closer. A dog lives about 15 years while a person may live 80 or 90 years and have this terrible experience multiple times. It gets no easier.

Some of us then get another dog. The new dog does not replace the dog who died. Nothing could do that. But as is true with friends and family, our circle of love expands without limit. The new dog is wonderful too. We’re charmed, and quickly we become devoted. This is normal. And then, after much too short a time, we lose that dog too.

As before, we struggle to move on, just as we would if the loved one was a person. But for a person, there’s an obituary in the paper, also visiting hours at the funeral home followed by the funeral or memorial service and the burial in sanctified ground. Our grief is understood and honored, gifts to charitable organizations are offered in our loved one’s name, letters of sympathy fill our mailbox, flowers arrive at our home, more flowers are placed on the grave, and sometimes a monument is erected or something important is named for the deceased.

But if the dog dies? Nothing. Our mourning isn’t acknowledged, we don’t get a few days off from work, no flowers are involved, and there is no funeral. The burial is performed by us personally, perhaps alone with only a shovel and our tears. Others will sympathize, of course, but it’s we who concern them. They don’t mourn the dog.

So a dog is like a body part, as important to us as our arms or legs. If we’re in the bathroom taking a shower and our dog comes in to be together, we are no more embarrassed by her presence than we are by the presence of our legs. But if a person comes in, we might grab a towel, the intruder would back out quickly, and a torrent of apologies would follow — the intruder should have knocked, the door should have been latched, on and on.

Thus losing a dog is like losing a leg. This would change our lives, and our family and friends would be deeply sympathetic, but we alone would miss the leg itself, and our supporters wouldn’t know or care what happened to it. We all know where people are buried or what happened to their ashes, but how many of us know what happened to the bodies of other people’s dogs?

After the loss we’re very much alone. Most of us don’t talk about it. Instead, we keep the dog in our hearts, thinking of her when passing the places where we walked together, missing her warmth when she slept beside us, looking at her bowl, now dry and empty on the kitchen floor. Thomas Hardy wrote a poem after the death of his dog, Wessex, which begins “Do you think of me at all, Wistful ones? Do you think of me at all, As if nigh?’’

The poem doesn’t end well — the last lines are “Should you call as when I knew you, I shall not listen to you, Shall not come.’’ The dog won’t come because he can’t but the answer to his question is an emphatic YES. Do we think of you at all? We never stop. We say your name when we’re alone, as if you could hear us. We remember the first time we saw you and the last time too — that moment when we knew you were gone.

The afterlife becomes a question. Some people say that animals go to heaven while others say they don’t. If I arrived in an afterworld and saw no animals, I’d know for a fact it wasn’t heaven, but I’m not sure there is an afterlife as we imagine it. So I keep the ashes of my dogs with instructions to mix them with mine and put us in the woods. We will then be together forever, at least in molecular form. That isn’t much, but it’s something.

Elizabeth Marshall Thomas is a naturalist and author of many books. Submit your questions about animals to syandlizletters @gmail.com.

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Thank you for that. She puts in words what I haven't been able to – how very alone we often are when we lose our beloved companions, because they're "only dogs". We can only keep them in our hearts.

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OH my gosh. Nothing worse than the loss of a dear 4-legged friend and family member. Safe travels across the Rainbow Bridge, Bosco. So, so sorry for your loss, Marissa.

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The sudden death of a dear soul is hard to bear. Sending you loving thoughts.

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I am so very sorry. I just lost my girl GP last week. I hope she’s there greeting Bosco as he crossed the 🌈 bridge.

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All dog lovers and owners are with you in this sad moment. I once read a description of heaven being the place that, when you get there, all the dogs you have ever loved come running to greet you. Works for me!

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Ahh very sorry to hear that. We lost our beloved little furkid a few months ago, also very suddenly. She fell sick in the night, and was gone before dawn. Life has been unbearable without her.

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I am so very sorry for your loss, especially one so sudden. Our furry children just don't live long enough.

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Such sad news. May your memories of your sweet boy help your heart to heal.

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Oh Bosco! This is thr hardest part of owning and loving a pet. Marissa, I wish you many happy memories of Bosco and his constant quest for food.❤️

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Oh, Marissa, so very sorry that your Bosco is gone from this earth, though never from your heart or thoughts. A tiny comfort right now, I know. I will be thinking of both of you in the days to come as you put the pieces back together or make new ones in his absence. Love from Atlanta,

Susan M-K

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I’m so sorry! I loved seeing him on your posts; he looked like the sweetest soul.

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What a terrible loss! I’m so sorry. We are never prepared for the loss of our furry family members, who burrow into our hearts so completely. Sending healing thoughts to you as you grieve for Bosco.

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So very sorry for your loss especially not being there. It is one of life’s most difficult experiences. He is running free and will be there for you when your time comes. They are God’s angels on earth. Take time to grieve.

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Oh my Marissa I am so sorry to hear this about a beloved member of your family, Bosco. What a loss for your family. My heart is with you. All of it.

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You have my sympathy, Marissa.

How lucky you were to have Bosco.

How lucky Bosco was to have you.

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